After so much ii finally free..ii understand ii don niid anithing ii jus needed to be happy..not only one ppl told me that no used being gd to others,ppl will jus used you and step over you..
well ii donno if its true or not? but after ii been tell so mani times ii think its better for me to jus live happily den care about others..mayb this is a sign to tell me that ii'm more important bahx..
erm..donno but at first ii don feel the changes but now ii start to see ii'm more talkative and ii tent to don care so much ii wanna tok ii jiu tok,ii wanna laugh ii jiu laugh,ii wanna be angry ii jiu be angry..ii feel more like a person now..
mayb this words means a new chapter is gg to being..well ii donno but if this mean ppl are gg to dislike the new me ii not gg to go back coz once change can never be the same animore..ii'm human ii don program myself to be lik this or to be lik that ii'm only human ii change as time shape me..coz personally ii donno wat ii have change into but ii'm much more care free now..my one and only mission is to be happy..but ii will try to not neglect those ppl who are important to me but if ii do,hope that ppl will tell me bahx..coz time is moving fast and so ii'm ii,if ii'm not told to slow down,ii myself will not know it too.. ii donwanna waste my life,i'm flying fast too..
mayb this is another stage to growing up bahx..may it be for the best or for the worse but ii still gg to take it on..ii'm a fighter!!yeahx